Running on the right track
Pushing all the way
Do not stumble
Do not stop
Catch my breath
Determination is on the go
August 29, 2005
August 25, 2005
Time.
Time resembles fluid - moving smoothly and flowing at seemingly increasing acceleration. August is ending and September is taking over. 16 days left to Prelim. Can't wait for that 16 days to come sooner, and without knowing the prelim is over. I am promising myself to give my best during this prelim, to judge myself how much more "the best in me" i can give for my A level.
It's been one month since my 18th birthday. And it's been quite a month full of disappointment for I have not tried / challenged myself to become someone as painted inside my cognitive mind. There is still pessimism that lingers. Laziness refuse to go. Determination is taking forever to settle down. And there is innocence that is distorted; an aggregation of selfishness; an accumulation of low self-esteem; an intra proliferation of great hope and aspiration but one that is still not able to overcome the fear within.
Friendship is a beautiful creation making its presence known everywhere. What more is a long-lasting friendship. In the process of blooming any kind of friendship, I have learnt the importance to be satisfied with whatever blessing I have and going to have. Have also learnt the need to overcome jealousy that I often feel clouding within.
"The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you can't", Ian Thorpe.
It's been one month since my 18th birthday. And it's been quite a month full of disappointment for I have not tried / challenged myself to become someone as painted inside my cognitive mind. There is still pessimism that lingers. Laziness refuse to go. Determination is taking forever to settle down. And there is innocence that is distorted; an aggregation of selfishness; an accumulation of low self-esteem; an intra proliferation of great hope and aspiration but one that is still not able to overcome the fear within.
Friendship is a beautiful creation making its presence known everywhere. What more is a long-lasting friendship. In the process of blooming any kind of friendship, I have learnt the importance to be satisfied with whatever blessing I have and going to have. Have also learnt the need to overcome jealousy that I often feel clouding within.
"The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you can't", Ian Thorpe.
August 01, 2005
Time flies.
Today is the first day of August. It's already the 8th month. Time really knows how to fly. 42 days left to Prelim and I had not covered much revision. As the weeks passed to this mid-term, I found myself slacken so much. All the scoldings, naggings, talks and advise have apparently dissolved and no longer urge me on. The only time I found myself completing my work is on Sunday and all the free periods in school. Other than that, I wasted the time either watching tv, online, or worse still, doing nothing. I just hope somehow my determination will come back (of course it will), but come back the soonest as it can. Ever since the mid-year result, my mother has been constantly asking me "how is school? can I catch up?" and my answer of course will always be "yep, manageable". I just hope, I really able to pull through in the A level and score a decent grade, decent enough to get me anywhere.