So far in life, I have always thought that I am a boy with no whatsoever talent. Extreme talent I mean. Everything - big or small, important or leisure - that I did / do / acted / act are all very ordinary, average, whatever it is. There is no certain specialty that I can feel that I can be proud of. In band, I am just a so-so trombone player. In choir, I am just a so-so singer. My studies too are not that exceptionally good..There is no something that I am so skillful in. All I am good at is complaining, criticizing, dominating, slacking, 'throwing' money, suggesting without doing the action....
But I am glad that at least all this 'misery' have begun to urge me to hold a dream. I wish to prove to the world that I am good and that I am the best. It may sound egoistic but yeah that is what I dream of going to do. I want to be the best musician of the next decades. There may be some who think that this dream is an impossible dream, but at least I hope I can be. For a start, I would like to learn an instrument, most probably a flute or piano, then start taking the music theory examination or anything that is required for me to read music in the university. Hopefully, by the time I complete my honours in either applied maths or graphic design (approximately 4 years later), I would be fully prepared to study music in university.
Thank you mum for your support in making the basis of this dream.
As for now, A level is my enemy, and I am going to dominate it.
But I am glad that at least all this 'misery' have begun to urge me to hold a dream. I wish to prove to the world that I am good and that I am the best. It may sound egoistic but yeah that is what I dream of going to do. I want to be the best musician of the next decades. There may be some who think that this dream is an impossible dream, but at least I hope I can be. For a start, I would like to learn an instrument, most probably a flute or piano, then start taking the music theory examination or anything that is required for me to read music in the university. Hopefully, by the time I complete my honours in either applied maths or graphic design (approximately 4 years later), I would be fully prepared to study music in university.
Thank you mum for your support in making the basis of this dream.
As for now, A level is my enemy, and I am going to dominate it.
4 comments:
You are never so-so unless you think so my dear boy. You of all people shd noe. After all, you were the one who told me - "If I tink it is, then it is. If I think its not, then its not." Live by that very motto you have given me, and do not underestimate yourself in whatever you do. I've heard you sing several times, and if I didn't tell you before, I'm saying it now. You have very stable pitching and a clear, natural tenor voice. Its just that you do not know how to use it to the max yet. So never say you are so-so, simply because you are not.
"All I am good at is complaining, criticizing, dominating, slacking, 'throwing' money, suggesting without doing the action..." Hey, that's already being good at SIX things already. Try and turn these traits, albeit undesirable to you, into something good. Not everyone is good at constructive complaining and critizing. And I know for one that you are a very constructive and objective person. And being dominating can be a rather positive factor if you know how to work around it. Get my drift? Don't think you are worse than some people, think that you are better than the other "some" people. There are always going to be people better than you, and you are always going to be better than some people. It's mathematically logical, is it not? That's just a fact of life we should all come to accept.
It seems as though you are beginning to discover what you want to do in life. I'd say go for it. Go do something you are passionate about. I think if you are good in maths, music should come as second nature to you. Pursue your dreams ASAP, before it's too late. We are all moving out of our teenage years already and if you are not feeling old, I AM. haha.
Woah, I had no idea I actually typed so much. But in any case, I hope you understood what I just said. If anything at all, I'm sure we all know the wonders of the phone and how to use it? haha.
Oh btw, try to be an 'activated' complex eh? :)
You go boy.
Hey it's me again! It's strange enough, isn't it? Most of us had only started to think about our future, what do we want, to pursuing our ultimate dream. Some of us may think it's too late or impossible to do now, then in the end force yourself to end the dream. But I think if one really have the strong desire to go for it and is persistent enough, there will always be a way. Like you say, start taking up a musical instrument. For now, I just have to tell you really go for it. As for making it into a big scene, it's really by chance. Golden word of advice: You can pass by chances, but NEVER miss it. Seize it when you chanced upon one. =)
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